I was going to make a funny post of crazy tech support stories, but I can feel my monthly emotional "what am I doing with my life???" breakdown coming up soon. I teared up in the car for a second for some reason, and I don't even recall what it was.

Actually taking calls at the new job? Is pretty awesome. I mean, I occasionally beat my head on my desk of how little some people understand computers, but most of them are very pleasant as long as you're friendly and understanding. I actually spend a lot of time laughing at my desk, and my mentor says I'm doing really well. 90% of my evaluations from him are perfect scores.

Plus, I made him my friend! We obviously got along pretty well anyway, but then the other day he was telling me about how excited he is that Barry Allen was coming back as The Flash and I was like "Oh, yeah. He just went into the timestream, right?"

Hearts. In his eyes.

So now he's added me on Gtalk and chats with me after work. If only he was my age and cute.

Other stuff!

A couple weeks ago I put a "keyboardist seeking band" ad on Craigslist. Why the hell not? I got a lot of responses but actually went to meet one guy. I don't see us lasting a real long time, because we're not totally compatible, but he's nice and it'll get me practicing more and actually performing at open mics.

We met last night to discuss songs we want to do, and we settled on a few things. At least one is a Hush Sound song. :D And! The Postal Service. He mentioned them at our first meeting, so I asked if he might want to do "Nothing Better" and he was like !!! yes!

Plus I got a nice confidence boost. I wanted him to hear me sing before we committed to anything. Some of you remember that I've been pretty nervous about my singing before. No one ever told me to stfu, but they never said I was GOOD either, so I was worried that I secretly sucked.

Well, he couldn't play anything I knew in the key I needed, so I took a swig of beer, stood and looked him in the eye, and sang "He's A Tramp" from Lady and the Tramp.

He thought it was awesome. I feel super good about that now. :D For the first time since I was 10, seriously, I feel like I can sing at least decently.

Rufus is falling asleep on my keyboard, so I'm going to cut this post short, but it's also a ~Secret Post~

Secret Post Rules!

Anon is on
IP logging is off
comments aren't screened at all this time, so post anon if you have a secret!

From: [identity profile] gryffinwhore.livejournal.com

FYI anon commenting only works on public posts. :-( And now I have He's a Tramp stuck in my head. YAY

From: [identity profile] arielchan.livejournal.com

Ahahaha STUPID. Duh. I always do stupid mistakes on secret posts

I'll make this public for the next couple days

From: (Anonymous)

I secretly fear I'll never meet the perfect woman: someone who's brainy and beautiful....my Theodora, basically. Mrargh.

Then I realize I have too much shit to deal with anyway.

From: (Anonymous)

Everyone thinks that I am taking my medication and doing so well. Secret? I haven't taken my psych drugs for about a YEAR.

From: (Anonymous)

Every time I have sex I drink all week after.

If I get pregnant at least I have an excuse to abort.

From: (Anonymous)

I've cheated on exams.

From: (Anonymous)

Tomorrow: research paper due. Today: spent whittled away with other things, because working on the paper just felt wrong.

Oddly enough, though I have to pay for these decisions, I'm not sad that I trust these instincts. They've never really led me wrong before.

From: (Anonymous)

I am in a stable, happy, long term relationship and completely in love with my partner.

I have a very good friend who is in a stable, happy, long term relationship and completely in love with his partner.

I want to fuck him seven ways from Sunday all the same, and the feeling is mutual.

From: (Anonymous)

I don't care about political issues, and pretend to to make myself appear important.

From: (Anonymous)

He's a nice guy, but a part of me wants to dump him, because he's kinda boring.

From: (Anonymous)

I feel alone. I really shouldn't.

It's not for anyone's lack of reaching out, but everything seems so far away anyway.

From: [identity profile] arielchan.livejournal.com

I'm afraid I'll never meet anyone I'm attracted to who actually likes me back. \o/

But being single is pretty awesome most of the time, tbh.

From: (Anonymous)

I should have ended it with him weeks ago.

From: [identity profile] arielchan.livejournal.com

I say good for you, then. If you're doing well, better that you're doing well all on your own. Great job!

From: [identity profile] arielchan.livejournal.com

Do it.

*shrug* I don't believe there's a point in wasting time in a relationship without passion.

From: (Anonymous)

Today I went out with a 2nd cousin. Today he told me he thinks he might be in love with me. Today I got asked what my opinions on incest are. It scares me a little, but this guy is 6 years older than me, and is a friend. He took me out and held my hand, and asked for a kiss at the end of the night. I froze and let him kiss my cheek. I can't ever imagine myself in a relationship with a cousin, but I can't bear to break his heart either.

(Today I learned that a union with a relative of the fifth degree, a second cousin, is legal in the eyes of the state. I have no idea what to do with that information)

From: (Anonymous)

Ever since I was 13, I identified as bi. Now I'm starting to think she might be the only girl I will ever fall in love with.

From: (Anonymous)

I have been sleeping naked/wandering around my room naked a lot recently. Because of this, I have gotten more comfortable in my skin and with nudity. Even though I am not a size 0 (or even a 10), I am beginning to think that I am beautiful. Body and all.

From: (Anonymous)

to be truthful.

i hate the fact my boyfriend won't have a threesome with a guy, but forced me to have them with girls.



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